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jen. 20. & I don't give a flying fuck about you or your life

Okay, I never really write any of these, but people have finally pushed me to the limit. First off, I just want to say that I am SOOOOOO sorry I don’t drink/smoke/do drugs anymore, is it that bad that I want to start embracing a healthier lifestyle? Maybe I LIKE keeping a clear mind? C’mon now, I’m not 16 or in high school anymore, it’s time to move on- grow up. I can go to a party sober & still have a good time, trust me. Why? because I don’t go to parties to “get fucked up,” I go to socialize- meet new people, get re-acquainted with other people, & to me I think that’s still “having a good time.” 

Second, I know raves are soooo cool now, but that’s it- I just don’t like the new rave scene (or going to raves anymore for that matter). The last rave I went to, I went SOBER. But nowadays, I feel like everyone goes just so they have a reason to do drugs & get fucked up. I agree, it was fun that way too, but again is partying sober really that bad? I’m so sick & tired of people telling me that getting fucked up “will be more fun.” Why? So that I can live a great night & not ever remember it? I might as well go ahead & destroy my hippocampus.

If you’re telling me that I need drugs to be happy & have a good time, who do you really think is the one living the sad life?

May 12th 2012 · 2 notes · Tags: #rant #personal #thoughts #sobriety #blogging
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